Still

I'm going to have to deal with this soon, I will. I promised myself I would not let things affecting me badly stay. I will solve this problem, I know how, just need to convince myself to do it. It has to be soon, others agree with me and pushing me to finish it completely, and I need to say that I have agreed with them on it before and I am considering it now. They mean the best for me, and they are more knowledgeable on these matters than I, so I probably should listen to them. I truely hope that I don't have to go that far though, still hoping to solve it, but as time goes on, that hope is getting weaker and weaker....

Jake