Still

I'm going to have to deal with this soon, I will. I promised myself I would not let things affecting me badly stay. I will solve this problem, I know how, just need to convince myself to do it. It has to be soon, others agree with me and pushing me to finish it completely, and I need to say that I have agreed with them on it before and I am considering it now. They mean the best for me, and they are more knowledgeable on these matters than I, so I probably should listen to them. I truely hope that I don't have to go that far though, still hoping to solve it, but as time goes on, that hope is getting weaker and weaker....

Jake

Worried

Im worried about something, and it aint just exams. Its actually been eating away at me, affecting sleep, work, everything for a while now. Its bothering me so much, I decieded to follow my own advice. Whenever the worry props up, I say to myself "I cant change this, im not gonna worry about it, thats enough for today", and throw it in a bag and bye bye. This really works for me, and a lot of other people Ive helped, you just need to believe in it and it works! Still, ignoring it wont make it go away, and I want absolute peace of mind. I dont want any drama before or during exams though, so im not gonna confront it just yet. Will soon if it doesnt get better. Hope it all works out.

Jake

Homecoming/Anniversary

Last night/this morning was one of the best of my life for two reasons. One, it was homecoming, real fun, good friends, had a blast making a fool of myself! haha. But more importantly, it was official, at midnight last night, me and Bianca had been going out for one year! November 15, our anniversary. Had it all planned out, tried my best to be romantic and such, and got her a heart locket. It was pretty great if I do say so myself. Anyways, I love you Bianca, Happy Anniversary

Jake